BIRTH VLOG | the labour & birth of our third baby

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  • Опубликовано: 20 ноя 2024

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  • @katiecrowley88
    @katiecrowley88 2 дня назад +1021

    Omg I’m crying at your mum saying “it’s such a privilege to be at your daughters birth” and I just hope I have that with my daughter ❤

    • @abbeydraper8037
      @abbeydraper8037 2 дня назад +3

      Agreed… I was there for both my grandbabies and it was bloody beautiful ❤

    • @charliedelagua
      @charliedelagua 2 дня назад +3

      Same!! Love her and love all of you guys

    • @kirsty2861
      @kirsty2861 День назад +3

      My mum was there for my birth last December and I was so grateful for her support ❤

    • @ditavonstacey
      @ditavonstacey День назад

      Sammmeeeeee

    • @fppiroozian6372
      @fppiroozian6372 День назад +1

      Most people take kind mothers for granted but there are mothers who don’t really care about their daughters or grandchildren.
      If you have a kind mother like Sarah’s, be grateful 💕 I am happy for you.
      An experience which I never had.

  • @kboxtyui
    @kboxtyui 2 дня назад +371

    As someone who has never given birth, it is so nice to see the fun light hearted moments between contractions that happen early on. I think there's a bit of a misconception that when people say they laboured for 12 hours that it's super intense that whole time.
    Such a beautiful birth, congratulations!!💗💗

    • @nadjak3410
      @nadjak3410 2 дня назад +12

      Yep. But you could also have really insense contractions with barely any breaks for 17 h 😁😬 anything's possible

    • @sigridskjnne1132
      @sigridskjnne1132 2 дня назад

      I really agree with you: this is such a nice way to give a more "real" insight into the birthing experience. And to answer to comment from @nadjak3410: it is also possible to have a birth like me, when I arrived to the hospital just to "get some pain killers and go home" as my contractions only lasted for 30 seconds. It turned out that I was 10 cm dilated and almost ready to push the baby out.
      I had really good breaks in between and no pain in the breaks! I didn't need pain killers when the birth was over in less that two more hours. So anything´s possible, yes - but it could also be much easier than this ;)

    • @HelloMoto_
      @HelloMoto_ День назад +1

      @@nadjak3410that was me lol 25hrs of labor, but a quick 20 minute push and he was out!

    • @vballprincess814
      @vballprincess814 День назад +2

      I think it’s a huge difference between laboring naturally and laboring while on pitocin. In pitocin you get zero breaks, and I mean zero!

    • @jaderobinson7559
      @jaderobinson7559 День назад

      I'm seven months postpartum….i felt this, especially when you were labouring on the couch ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @CElizabethLane
    @CElizabethLane 2 дня назад +792

    Oh I cried just as much as I did watching your labor and delivery of Fox. Been here since before you met Kurt and now y’all have 3 beautiful boys. Life is so wonderful and beautiful!

    • @evabacker8505
      @evabacker8505 День назад +6

      Me too 😊

    • @emmacooper4286
      @emmacooper4286 День назад +3

      Same!!

    • @jamesg871
      @jamesg871 День назад

      Jesus christ. Is this what youtube content has come to? Keep something in your life private. I guess anything for views these days.

    • @lesherbivores3732
      @lesherbivores3732 День назад +2

      @@jamesg871birth is normal, grow up

    • @astrid9749
      @astrid9749 День назад

      Amen❤️

  • @jess532
    @jess532 2 дня назад +327

    You. Are. Inspirational.
    From your parents home, going to the snow by yourself, thriving in fitness and health, meeting Kurt, going through your own health battles, building an empire AND family together, I am so grateful to have followed you and watched you for so long. You are an amazing role model and I will forever be in awe of you (and your family) Congratulations to you all, on this beautiful blessing entering your lives and completing your brood ❤ so much love for you xoxox

  • @abbyjones8257
    @abbyjones8257 2 дня назад +451

    This is truly so beautiful and emotional. This video isn’t just about your strength while giving birth, it’s about your support system. I think it’s so important to emphasize that. With family and faith, women can do anything.
    May you continue to receive Gods blessings as you welcome Harlow into the world.

  • @Happy_Little_Vegemite
    @Happy_Little_Vegemite 2 дня назад +139

    I'm so emotional watching this Sarah. The fact you included Fox while at home with the progression of your labour says a lot and while he's near or is 5, he can understand and be as educated as you can be at the age of 5 of what happens when a baby is entering the world & learn during labour. I know my opinion doesn't matter, but I hugely respect for that the fact he is talking you through it and helping you with timing your contractions. Gosh, pull at my heart strings.

  • @finnemore21
    @finnemore21 2 дня назад +352

    Sarah I'm in tears. Thinking that I've watched all your little ones being born. I don't know you but I feel like I do. Thank you for letting us be a part of this. The music the vibe everything about this video was so emotionally heartwarming. Your family is amazing.

  • @leilanimegumi
    @leilanimegumi 2 дня назад +144

    Crying watching Kurt pray over you! ❤ what a beautiful birth

  • @TahliaMeyers
    @TahliaMeyers 2 дня назад +161

    i LOVE that when you walked into the different room your midwife said “we did that on purpose” because she knows your trauma of delivery with fox and moo, after seeing all 3 births this was by the the calmest 🧡 you did amazing Sarah 🙌🏼

  • @ktars5656
    @ktars5656 День назад +154

    Kurt’s “No your not done” is the best assertive support to receive in labour. I teared up at that!

  • @lauraaa90
    @lauraaa90 2 дня назад +126

    Sarah, thank you for sharing this very personal and very special moment in your life. I cried through the entire video, it’s so raw and real. Women’s bodies are amazing for being able to create a precious human life. Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful baby 🩵

  • @OliviaJill
    @OliviaJill 2 дня назад +82

    Kurt is a gem, so caring and calm, and ready to support you however you need. Talk about a soulmate! Congrats Sarah and Kurt on the third addition to the Tilse boys. It was so special to see you complete the boy mum dream from all those years ago. Sending much love and prayer your way x

  • @katiebradfield7209
    @katiebradfield7209 2 дня назад +129

    Literally crying! Feels full circle watching Fox next to you as you labour with his baby brother! You did wonderful Sezzy! ❤

  • @MrsJayDi
    @MrsJayDi День назад +24

    idk but for me that was the most emotional birth vlog of all three. I feel like you really showed how the contractions have been for you and how you struggled. I was crying because I was blown away of how strong the womens body is. It's so crazy and I can't imagine myself going through this one day!
    Amazing Sarah! Thank you so much for sharing this with us

  • @katrinschiffer9564
    @katrinschiffer9564 2 дня назад +63

    How insanely beautiful to see a whole family experiencing this together with so much love, kindness, and joy. The boys getting to learn about birth first-hand, the beautiful supportive husband, and the absolute powerhouse of a woman with her mum and fellow women by her side. Just beautiful to watch.

  • @Tiamariawouldntwanttobeya
    @Tiamariawouldntwanttobeya 2 дня назад +34

    Started tearing up when Kurt started praying! Could feel God in that moment beside you preparing for another child of his to enter this world. What a blessing! Congratulations ❤

  • @nateekawalton5643
    @nateekawalton5643 2 дня назад +48

    Your contraction around the 21:30 mark where your mum was just so in sync with your movements and moved with you was just so heart warming ❤

  • @TahliaMeyers
    @TahliaMeyers 2 дня назад +67

    Absolutely wild seeing foxy helping you during this labor because it feels like yesterday he was born, thank you for uploading this with everything going on, we would have waited as long as you needed while finding your feet and navigating 🧡

  • @DiuGan-u1e
    @DiuGan-u1e День назад +73

    Absolutely beautiful Sarah🤍

  • @barianarose1267
    @barianarose1267 2 дня назад +32

    as a young girl that can’t wait to be a mom one day thank you for uploading these and keeping them so realistic, it’s so beautiful to watch and generous of you to share with us

  • @jemmadempsey1096
    @jemmadempsey1096 2 дня назад +29

    I’m a midwife, and am so privileged to see birth every day, but tell me why I’ve cried through every one of your birth vlogs?! You’re so incredible Sarah, you labour and birth your babies so beautifully 💙💙💙

  • @elliejelly24
    @elliejelly24 2 дня назад +30

    The editing was soooo good. I loved seeing the contraction moments and the laughter right after! It’s such a perfect example of laboring.

  • @zoeelsie07
    @zoeelsie07 2 дня назад +22

    That was the most beautiful thing to watch Sarah. I’ve seen all your boys come into the world and now Mr Harlow. You’re the most incredible superstar. Thank you so many for sharing this with us. You definitely inspired me and me now as a 17 year old longing to one day have children and have a beautiful family and support system like you have for your births. I’d love to one day have the same. Can’t wait to watch him grow up like your other boys. Congratulations to you and Kurt ❤❤❤

  • @Addictiveg
    @Addictiveg 2 дня назад +13

    26:39 .I was born in a posterior position, which made my entry into the world quite challenging. As someone who hasn't yet had children, I often worry that I might face similar difficulties when the time comes for me to start a family. However, while I was listening to your mum and Kurt share their experiences, a comforting thought occurred to me: "God gives us what He knows we can handle." This idea reassured me and highlighted the strength that we all possess in facing life's challenges. Sarah, you exemplify that strength so beautifully, and it inspires me immensely.

  • @jessicac4641
    @jessicac4641 День назад +9

    Wasn’t expecting to cry!!!! Crying so much when Kurt was praying for you…as much as I want everyone to have a “smooth” birth, I’m so appreciative of the experience you had and are sharing bc so many YT videos seem “perfect” in a sense. Your birth was beautiful and perfect and REAL in the sense it’ll never go exactly as you plan, but it’s God’s Plan which is so beautiful.

  • @aussican
    @aussican 2 дня назад +13

    Feeling all the emotions… I remember watching fox and Mally’s birth vlogs childless and now I have a son of my own and watching this was even more special because I could really relate and empathise with the process and decisions that come with labour.
    You did AMAZING Sezzy, I’m so glad you got to heal from past birth trauma, I was saying my prayers for you in the lead up. Thank you so much for sharing such a personal and vulnerable moment with us.
    🤗 😘 ❤️

  • @rose_x89
    @rose_x89 2 дня назад +13

    This is the most beautiful, special and magical video ever. Like so many others, I've been here for years and was crying watching. You truly are incredible and did so beautifully amazing. The total definition of a strong mother. I know you had some really hard aspects of this labor and I personally know the pain of having a posterior baby but you did it and birthed him so wonderfully and perfectly. So happy for you 🩵

  • @SamPaulin96
    @SamPaulin96 2 дня назад +12

    The most special birthing video, that will stick with me for years!! Goosebumps. Thank you so much for allowing us into such a vulnerable and intimate time. You and Kurt are incredible 💕 your mums guidance was just so magical as well. Xx

  • @lvgdeadgrl
    @lvgdeadgrl День назад +4

    Sarah, I cannot count the number of times I cried throughout this video, almost fully happy tears of course! I did feel so sad in those moments where you were losing hope, and revisiting the thought of episiotomy and forceps because that too was my first birth experience exactly and worst fear with all of my subsequent births. My goodness girl, your strength is so beyond admirable. And any girl would give anything to have a mum and husband/bff like you do. Their support was just everything. I'm so beyond thrilled to see your family growing again. Thank you so incredibly much for sharing your amazing family with us! You inspire me to be a better person all around. Sending all of the love xoxoxo
    P.S. CONGRATULATIONS & I think he looks like Foxy!!

  • @JeniferMorris789
    @JeniferMorris789 2 дня назад +5

    I’ll be giving birth to my husband and I’s first baby in three months! You absolutely rocked it. I’m amazed by your strength. Tears all the way through. Congrats to all of you! God is so good 💜

  • @rachelmoulds9830
    @rachelmoulds9830 2 дня назад +11

    Wow this video is so powerful. You absolutely amaze me Sarah with your strength. I cried so many happy tears watching Harlow be born. I am a student midwife and seeing incredible women like yourself birth and labour so beautifully makes me so overjoyed. God bless you and your beautiful family xx

  • @stacieprigg9502
    @stacieprigg9502 2 дня назад +9

    I laughed, i cried, well done Sarah, and thankyou for allowing us to feel like part of your labour. you we amazing, and your mum saying it was such a privilege to be at your birth made me cry.

  • @PipiFendall
    @PipiFendall 2 дня назад +8

    Wow ! What an incredible birth !! You did so well. Forever amazed by us women and what we can do. I loved when your husband prayed over you. I pray for my next baby that I have someone like that by my side

  • @carleehodgins
    @carleehodgins День назад +3

    I teared up watching this I’ve always had hospital births. Always induced. Because if my gestational diabetes. No labouring at home. I would LOVE to do this 🥹 happy one month baby harlow 🤍

  • @kelseymena1844
    @kelseymena1844 2 дня назад +13

    Wow, crying this was absolutely beautiful and I’ve watched all your births!

  • @gingerlewis6898
    @gingerlewis6898 2 дня назад +5

    Same, I started crying when your mom was saying "she was praying and crying " so many emotions, love to your beautiful family ❤❤

  • @breelovatt130
    @breelovatt130 2 дня назад +11

    The way this video made feel and the emotions it brought back I forgot about 😭❤️

  • @elliemaree1995
    @elliemaree1995 2 дня назад +10

    Absolutely balling my eyes out. What a beautiful birth vlog. This one hitting different as I’m sitting here 31 weeks pregnant, knowing soon this is something I will also get to experience. And I cannot wait. Thank you for bringing us along once again to the birth of your final baby boy x

  • @brittanyr9845
    @brittanyr9845 День назад +3

    I had tears in my eyes this entire video!! I just had my first baby 4 months ago and felt like I was watching myself labor. The intensity is so real and you shared it saw raw and vulnerably. Our bodies are so amazing!

  • @alyssacable6980
    @alyssacable6980 2 дня назад +5

    Having my second boy on Friday. It was so beautiful and heartwarming to see Fox with you while you were laboring. I cried when he said "Having another contraction, Mum?" this is such an amazing experience to share with you and his littlest brother.

  • @chloevaughan5353
    @chloevaughan5353 2 дня назад +3

    8:45. Just burst into tears… You’re so strong and it’s so powerful to see what us as woman are so capable of ✨. Your whole family, showing their support and how connected to you they were through the whole experience is so beautiful…. Thank you for sharing this Sarah x

  • @sallym8847
    @sallym8847 13 часов назад +1

    I’m crying this was such a wonderful vlog. So real and raw. Reminded me of my own two births. I have watched all of your birth vlogs and they helped me so much. Thank you for sharing. And thank god for epidurals!

  • @claudiafisher5893
    @claudiafisher5893 2 дня назад +5

    Sarah this was beautiful!! as someone who’s never had a baby before but wants them so bad it’s so nice to see something as real and raw as this was so thank you for sharing this with us, congratulations on beautiful Harlow ❤️

  • @nicolefou17
    @nicolefou17 2 дня назад +6

    About to have my first baby in 2-3 weeks and watching this video made me feel so powerful
    Crying like a little baby
    You did amazing
    Love from Greece ❤

  • @CRachelOT
    @CRachelOT День назад +2

    Oh Sarah, i breathed with you, laughed, felt the stress and intenes, and burst in tears at the moment you gave birth ❤ I don't know you in person but i feel like i do know you, from the video you went up skiing till today.... Thank you for taking me, us- the community you made, in your journey 😅 i can't put into words how special it feels.... Congratulations Sarah, Kurt, Fox, Mally, and little Harlow ❤ I truly love you. And Kurt I pray for a supportive and loving husband like you, watching you through labor is heartwarming. Sarah is so lucky ❤

  • @alinaxx11_1
    @alinaxx11_1 2 дня назад +6

    I'm in tears!! Thank you for sharing this raw and beautiful birth experience with us for the third time! I’m just so incredibly happy for all of you. I had goosebumps and was holding my breath, hoping everything would go smoothly during the birth! 💙😍

  • @lesleythompson1824
    @lesleythompson1824 День назад +2

    Such a beautiful experience. Sarah, you are such a strong and resilient woman.

  • @paigesheehan3803
    @paigesheehan3803 2 дня назад +4

    OMG in tears. This was the most beautiful video. I’ve been here for all 3 births. But this one got me good 😢
    Congratulations Sarah and Kurt ❤

  • @eamonandbec
    @eamonandbec 12 часов назад

    Wow wow!! What a privilege for us to be able to witness this day for you and your beautiful family! Welcome earth side baby Harlow 🦋💗

  • @u.laura1989
    @u.laura1989 2 дня назад +2

    My baby boy just turned 1 yesterday. I can’t believe how emotional I became watching this. It took me right back. I too had my mom and husband with me, and it was one of the highlights of my mom’s life. Congratulations to you and your family Sarah, you did it mama!! 🤍🥹

  • @vanessapodkomorski942
    @vanessapodkomorski942 День назад +2

    At her house,those grunts brought back the moment of having my babies. What a beautiful process. Is there any other time we’re so close to God!
    Thank you for sharing. 🥰🧸

  • @emj6041
    @emj6041 2 дня назад +4

    This is the most beautiful raw birth vlog I’ve seen in a while sobbing after your mums beautiful comment about how much of a privilege it was to be present at your birth ❤

  • @kaylabausch8902
    @kaylabausch8902 2 дня назад +2

    Ugh! I didn’t want to cry again 🥹🥹 what a full circle moment that years ago you were talking about having 3 boys and now they are all here. Congratulations Tilse family! ❤️

  • @LuckyInnis
    @LuckyInnis День назад +3

    This is such a similar birth to what I had. I sent my husband to work so I could labour on my own, when I was ready and needed him I called him home. I also got the experience of labouring at home… until I was 7cm dilated. Whoops. LOL being on my birth ball and in the shower on the birth ball on all fours was SO helpful. Im so happy you got to experience this Sarah ❤ I know how much you wanted it. Congratulations ❤

  • @GabriellaAcabella
    @GabriellaAcabella День назад +1

    You’re so brave. I don’t have my mom anymore and I’ve learned everything about being a mum from RUclips. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us. I had babies during Covid and my muscles spammed during my c section. It was the worst pain of my life. I totally understand the discomfort and how you have to dissociate. Congratulations ❤

  • @amyk108
    @amyk108 2 дня назад +3

    💙goodness me Sarah, I'm in bits!! What a beautiful video so I thank you for sharing. I'm a mum of 2 boys (4 and 1 years old) and found this the most real birthing video. Those groans....if you know, you know. Sarah, what an incredible woman you are!! To Kurt and your mum - well done! It's never easy for birthing partners and this has allowed me to appreciate that after seeing it from their perspective. I really put my poor husband through it, but like your family, his support is what got me through it xxx congratulations xxx

  • @sydneeblack9275
    @sydneeblack9275 12 часов назад

    I bawled the entire time. I had a posterior birth 4 months ago, first baby, and needed epidural, episiotomy and forceps. And I felt your pain so much it gave me goosebumps and took me right back to those moments… everything from labouring at home, the intense car ride, the hopefulness of being checked on arrival, the feeling of wanting to give up, disassociating and wanting to run away… and finally, the moment they place that baby your chest and instantly it all goes away. I remember saying “we did it baby, we did it.” Thank you for taking me back to the most incredible experience xxx

  • @jannib3767
    @jannib3767 2 дня назад +17

    Not me crying 8 minutes into the vlog. What a privilege it is to witness the birth of all of your boys! ❤

  • @bellarichards8619
    @bellarichards8619 День назад +1

    Such a beautiful labour and delivery. I gave birth to my first a week before you and nothing went to plan. My girl was posterior and I ended up having back labour for 24 hours (things progressed so slowly and the pain was out of this world) before developing sepsis (and my daughter developing an infection) and then being rushed to an emergency c section. I felt the exact same way as you did with the possibility of a c section on the cards, and although I had to get one, I was comforted by God’s sovereignty over my birth - even though everything went ‘wrong’, he protected my girl and I and I believe everything went how it was supposed to.
    So glad you still got to have the labour you wanted and it gives me hope I will be able to have one like that in the future ❤️ praise Jesus for Harlow!

  • @kimahrens5921
    @kimahrens5921 День назад +7

    I can't believe it was the 21st of October. That was my birthday, I sat on the beach and for some reason you popped in my mind and I thought, today could be the day. And (usually I don't ever do that) I prayed for you. So insane that this was actually the day. I am so happy for you. Been with you for plus 10 yrs. ❤ You are a beautiful person. All my love to you and your family.

  • @beclacey8334
    @beclacey8334 2 дня назад +2

    That was quiet possibly the best birth vlog I’ve ever seen your boys at the beginning and Fox being present with you through some heavy stuff then the ending omg I was crying for you through that whole thing.

  • @RebeccaPeacock-v5g
    @RebeccaPeacock-v5g 2 дня назад +8

    Congratulations Sarah and Kurt. Ive been following your pregnancy as i am 41 weeks today with my second baby and first baby girl (14 years after my son). Been along for the ride with you on the otherside of the country. I am being induced tomorrow and your video could not have come at a more perfect time. Getting me in a good head space for tomorrow to meet our baby girl.
    Little Harlow is just perfect as are all your babies. Your videos are great and so relateable. Thanks for keeping it real🤰eeek so excited.

  • @dalienmcgraw9869
    @dalienmcgraw9869 2 дня назад +4

    Ahhhhh I’ve been waiting for this!! 🥳🥳🥳
    Currently pregnant with my third and final 🥹🫶

  • @daniellesaunders1489
    @daniellesaunders1489 2 дня назад +2

    i’m bawling watching this! i’ve been with you since you found out you were pregnant with fox! my sons father passed away in july of last year and i just reminisced on my labor with him ❤️ so proud of you sarah.

  • @victoriab1544
    @victoriab1544 2 дня назад +7

    Oh my gosh! I’m so excited to see this! And reading the comments of all the other mommas who are pregnant (I’m one too!) is so encouraging and exciting.

  • @Megsy123you
    @Megsy123you 2 дня назад +5

    I HAVE BEEN DYING FOR THIS, WAITING SO PATIENTLY IM SO EXCITED

  • @kellysalzman8471
    @kellysalzman8471 День назад +1

    I cried the whole way through watching this. I’ve been here since the solo snowboarding trip, and as a fellow PCOS girlie, it’s so heartwarming to see your journey through everything. I’m so so happy for you, and watching you finally get to labor at home and follow your birth plan the way you wanted my heart so happy for you. Thank you for sharing this amazing moment with us, and congratulations to all of you!! 🤍

  • @lianalowe9137
    @lianalowe9137 2 дня назад +51

    You did it sezzy, you managed to upload this despite everything going on with you and your family. Praying gods love and strength surrounds you all and that this season won’t last forever 🩷

  • @moonrann_
    @moonrann_ 2 дня назад +2

    I cried so much im only 23 years old and knowing all women who give birth is such a incredible blessing thing. im so grateful for my mom andd all others mom who faced this journey 🥺🩶🩶🩶 congratulations sarahh, thankyouuu Jesus.

  • @bec_christensen
    @bec_christensen 2 дня назад +6

    That was soooo cool! Foxy hanging with you was so sweet & funny when he covered his ears 😂 your mum being so excited to be part of your birth! Kurt being so supportive as always! Your midwife doing what you wanted & checking he was safe but not in an invasive way! Oh my god that’s honestly a dream birth! I’m so glad you got to have an incredible birth for your last bubba! 🩵

  • @chelseatucker9124
    @chelseatucker9124 21 час назад

    Sitting here holding my 3 mo old and bawling my eyes out 🥹. I had my little boy all natural so watching the contractions and the support from Kurt and your mom just takes me back to my labor and how supportive my husband and mom were. Thank you for being raw and vulnerable enough to share all your birth stories with us! I’ve been watching for a very long time so seeing you go from your parents house to having your own family is just so beautiful. You’re a rockstar ❤

  • @miriamleon7178
    @miriamleon7178 2 дня назад +6

    Oh, Sez! I am so overjoyed to finally be able to watch this. I was pregnant alongside you with mally and now 27 weeks pregnant with my second! God is so good and faithful. Thank you for the privilege of experiencing these three beautiful births with you. God bless you, Kurt, and your three beautiful boys. Love you all. ❤

  • @wOwmOusse
    @wOwmOusse 2 дня назад +1

    Omg Sarah thank you for sharing that with us once again 🙏🏻 I cried when you thought you were having a c-section, seeing you in that state was so hard to watch, you’re always so bubbly and positive, I felt for you 😩
    I’m 5 months pregnant with my second daughter and seing someone going through birth pain like that just brings out so much stuff… I had a 24h birth the first time around and I also had meconium when my water broke so I had to go to the hospital right away even though I didn’t even have any contractions yet, it felt so medicalised right away and I had my baby on Christmas Day (which I wanted to avoid so bad…) so coming in I was already so defeated by everything. No one was telling us anything or checking on us, I didn’t know if I could move, so it progressed so slowly as I was just sitting there for hours waiting for things to happen…
    My water broke around 1am as I was ready to go to bed after not eating that night and feeling already so tired, and since there was a risk of infection I wasn’t allowed to eat, so I birthed being sleep deprived, starving and dehydrated… I had a non consented episiotomy which was the ONE thing I didn’t want, and I was so mad because I was so educated on the subject!! Towards the end I was so tired, starting to get a fever and baby’s heart was so dropping, and I didn’t know how to properly push so I was just thinking “get her out of me I don’t care how”, I felt like I had no control whatsoever over my birth anyways. She had to have a suction cup, it was everything I didn’t want… Being able to labour at home would be my dream and seeing you have this for your final baby was so healing 🙏🏻 I’m so glad it ended up ok for you and I hope it helped you heal a little from your previous births.
    And no kidding you were in so much pain and not progressing with a posterior baby yet again 😫 At least you know you gave it all and there’s nothing more you could have done 🫶🏻
    I also struggled with a reflux baby, so I’m sending you so much love during this though time as I know how you’re feeling and just like you said, your life revolve around reflux, you will get through this, and share as much as you need to, people that didn’t live it honestly can’t understand the struggle it is, we will be there to support you xoxo

    • @Maman_poule
      @Maman_poule 11 часов назад

      I’m a Christmas baby myself and just want to say… it is so special. I love my birthday on Christmas and your baby will get to enjoy his/her birthday in a unique way each year! It’s a gift. 💝

  • @mariagilbert2520
    @mariagilbert2520 3 минуты назад

    I have cried at all 3 of your birth vlogs over the years. You are such an amazing mother and it has been an honor to even watch along side your life the past 8ish years. So proud of you sar & congratulations on (your predicted) 3RD BABY BOY!! You go momma❤️ love you!!

  • @ellinorfernstrom3307
    @ellinorfernstrom3307 День назад +1

    As a mother that had 2 amazing pregnancies ending with posterior labour, I felt every second of that video. It’s just a whole different ball game! There ain’t no surviving that without epidural. That sloooow progress and back pain that comes with posterior labour is just excruciating. Thanks for sharing Sarah ❤

  • @nizzopizzoXD
    @nizzopizzoXD День назад

    One second I was crying and the next I was smiling just to cry again. It was a rollercoaster but so real. You see those type of videos where the moms water break,then they go to the hospital and show when the baby comes with some cute music over the montage and voila thats It. But this , showing the contractions and the in betweens, the fear and the pain. How your mother and partner shows up for you . The raw love .This is my favorite birth video . I loved every second of It. Blessings to your family ❤ thank you for sharing this with us❤

    • @LieiuZnins
      @LieiuZnins День назад

      Sarah, this was a very lovely and heartfelt birth. I consider myself really fortunate to be able to participate in such memorable occasions as these as a student midwife. A superwoman, you are 🩷

  • @nic93m63
    @nic93m63 2 дня назад +1

    You are such an inspiration sez… sharing this with the world. I have watched all your other pregnancy’s and births and I am 6 months pregnant and feel so inspired that no matter how your labour turns out, you are capable! Congrats to your beautiful family!! Xxx

  • @fontaineloise9
    @fontaineloise9 2 дня назад +1

    Omg i can’t stop crying at how beautiful and inspiring you are. My first was in posterior and I’m 31 weeks pregnant of my second. And you inspired me so much to just let go and do what you feel! Congratulations !

  • @valeriadelrio-rodriguez4953
    @valeriadelrio-rodriguez4953 День назад +1

    Ur labor vlogs always make me sob. The ending seeing the photos of ur new beautiful family and when the heartbreak I felt of when u mentioned the lifelessness in ur eyes I could only imagine seeing made me cry 😢 love you and ur now bigger fam sezzy ❤

  • @HH-li5xl
    @HH-li5xl 2 дня назад +1

    This one hit my heart. Labour is so unpredictable and almost never follows the plan we make or the way we thought it was going to go, but baby is healthy and beautiful. I’ve had 2 kids and it was out of body pain so when I recently broke my ankle - mah , it was nothing compared to labour !! Congrats you guys 🎉!!

  • @alexismuscari
    @alexismuscari День назад +1

    Due with my second baby in March and I just cried the whole time watching this. What an incredible, emotional video. We are so blessed as women to bring life into the world. You did such an amazing job. So beyond happy for you all. ❤️

  • @lisavandentop55
    @lisavandentop55 2 дня назад

    Oh wauw I'm watching this, 11 weeks postpartum and I'm crying like a baby. Your rawness of showing really just helped me relive my own and healing a bit. I felt the same with my heavy contractions, not feeling in control. And I see you and felt it with you.
    I also took an epidural and the end was almost the same. Even my baby weighing 2880.
    Thank you for this healing and you were amazing ❤❤❤

  • @SundaiLove
    @SundaiLove 2 дня назад +1

    That was like… the most beautiful thing I’ve ever watched. And thank you for all the commentary, I know nothing so this was very helpful / insightful. Congratulations 🥹❤

  • @sophiebourne9136
    @sophiebourne9136 2 дня назад +2

    Congratulations to you, Tilse family! What an incredibly moving vlog, you seemed so calm through all this. Been here since you first met Kurt & seeing you have your final boy is so gorgeous ❤

  • @Jchristmannn
    @Jchristmannn 48 минут назад

    Watching this I’m crying i literally love watching you and your family and i am so so sooo beyond happy for you all!

  • @nikitanoseworthy2200
    @nikitanoseworthy2200 День назад +1

    Hysterical.. the vibes, the support, the love, the raw and real.. the music and subtitles.. this was such a peaceful and inspiring look at birth for a “one day mum”.. so proud of you and so happy for your lil family. Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable.. it’s so beautiful to watch!

    • @nikitanoseworthy2200
      @nikitanoseworthy2200 День назад

      Hysterical (as in bawling happy tears, and some sad too, with you in the hard moments)**

  • @alimcloughlin1141
    @alimcloughlin1141 2 дня назад +1

    This is the most beautiful video Sarah. I’ve cried the whole video watching this experience. My heart for the Sarah who didn’t think she’d get to experience the birth she always wanted. I’m so happy to see you fulfilled with such a beautiful birth. And my goodness what a beautiful support system. Congratulations!

  • @amyjohnson9522
    @amyjohnson9522 День назад +1

    Cried watching this. Been here since before fox and its so beautiful to watch all three. Im 37 weeks pregnant and it makes me so emotional for my own birh as well. Cant wait to see my little one

  • @agnyte22
    @agnyte22 2 дня назад

    Ah I been crying nearly all video. Birth is so tough it brought back memories, but by the time you done you forget everything you went through. Sarah you are so lucky to have your mum and husband and son around you. ❤ this is precious moment.

  • @CarlyNicoleMusic
    @CarlyNicoleMusic День назад +1

    How awesome that Fox was able to be involved the way he was. What a beautiful blessing of a family you have created and been gifted from God. It makes me so emotional thinking back to when you thought you might not be able to have any kids.

  • @Ghostie-lovergirl
    @Ghostie-lovergirl День назад +2

    Fox is so understanding- I wish was their at my siblings births, to see the beauty of life and have compassion towards it ❤

  • @SummerStone99
    @SummerStone99 2 дня назад

    I about cried through this whole video. Its just so amazing to see you do this for a third time. I’m so beyond happy for you! You did such a great job! I’ve been watching you since before you even met Kurt so it’s just crazy to see how much your family has grown and how beautiful all of you are. Congratulations Sezzy! I hope postpartum is treating you kindly❤️ I can’t wait to see more videos!

  • @vivlazo
    @vivlazo 19 часов назад

    This was THE most beautiful video I’ve seen. Like others I’ve seen your other birth vlogs, but to see this; your family all around, the joking, the support, everything before you going to the hospital is just phenomenally amazing. What a blessing ❤ so happy for you and I can’t wait to see all of the boys together!

  • @donnaholley9392
    @donnaholley9392 16 часов назад

    Watching this makes me feel all the emotions of my 3 homebirths. Such a special time, I treasure those memories. Congrats on your beautiful baby.

  • @clairedillon6168
    @clairedillon6168 День назад +1

    I started crying when you called your midwife and it just was fun and not stressful just exciting!! So happy for you Sarah❤

  • @priscillacervantes6174
    @priscillacervantes6174 2 дня назад +1

    I’m crying, and just praying that I one day get to experience this. Congratulations Sarah!!!

  • @myatucker9791
    @myatucker9791 8 часов назад

    Wow! I am in full blown tears, what a beautiful video. Between Kurt praying over you, the laughs in between contractions, your overall calmness Sarah! I remember watching videos back when you and Kurt first got together and now being able to watch the birth video of your last son… such an amazing journey to watch. Thank you so much for sharing this moment with us 🤍

  • @thesoutherncowgirlpoet
    @thesoutherncowgirlpoet 2 часа назад

    Congratulations on your new baby!
    Fox being in the room and knowing that your contractions are a good thing but still not being able to handle hearing his mother in pain is honestly really adorable. You can tell he's such a good person.

  • @amyjantke6727
    @amyjantke6727 2 дня назад +1

    Congratulations Sarah and Kurt on the safe arrival of your 3rd boy! just amazing labour for you and i hope that your recovery was smooth. enjoy your little boy! i am so proud of you for pushing through that tough patch you had but it only makes you stronger. your such a great mamma! very emotional video for you to keep forever. 🩵

  • @frostcaroline
    @frostcaroline 19 часов назад

    I truly cried watching this. It's so raw and incredible to see you do this, the human body is amazing. He's beautiful sarah, congratulations.